22:23 Such an odd name for a title but any who, it is!

Hello again!

I havent wrote in this for a while but seeing as Im going through a bit of a

rough patch

I think I might pick it up again!

First of all, Easter is soon! Which means a lot of chocolate and weight we really dont want but sure feck it

we can get surgery when we're famous.

I suppose my lifes took a turn, not for the worst, and not for the best either purely because I dont know where Im standing or facing at the moment.

Have you ever had such a great streak in life, everythngs going good, everything and your so far up in the clouds you dont realise that your feet have left the ground? Then, with a bang, you smack down into the gutter.

Thats what happened to me.

I thought Id never have to push for something, it would just fall naturally. I know thats naive but I honestly thought thats how it would be for me.

Obviously, I was wrong.

So to help me in this particular conundrum in my life Ive decided to take a breather to finally see where I stand and how I feel on everything, but honestly? Its doing nothing!

I dont know what I want, I dont know where I am, I still know know if Im running or walking, if Im taking it serious or light hearted, if Im happy or longing or if Im scared of the what if?

What I do know is that Im here, alone, and its real.

and Im afraid that thats what I want.